Inside of Me

Lots of people tried

Many of them touched her

Alot of them tried understanding

But all of them misunderstood her

And just when she thought

It’s supposed to be this way

He came, stood by her side

Listened to her carefully

Shook her from the inside 

She woke up for the first time

Just to realise 

Someone had shaken her inside out

And didn’t even touch her…


All of ‘IT’

What is it?
That cuts me sharply inside and makes me happy a bit

Why is it?
That I struggle to think about something else but my mind doesn’t permit

When was it?
That I started feeling so helpless, restless, torn and split

Where is it?
It’s so much inside me that I can’t find my ownself; help me omit

How is it?
That I want to recommit

Who is it?
Neither can I say nor do you wanna know this beautiful shit

All you wanna do is
Close your eyes, move your lips to say that name
Makes you smile…
Isn’t it? ? ?

I Remember That You Forgot

I remember,
You said: “I will be there”

I memorise,
You said: “I won’t change”

I recollect,
You whispered: “Let them doubt, but we will be together”

I heard,
You told me: “I will take up the responsibility, I will be in charge”

I smiled,
You held my hand while crossing the road.

I recapitulate,
You planned beautiful times for me without feeling burdened.

I cried,
You said: “I cannot see you cry”

I remembered you
I remembered your words

I remembered the movement of your lips while you said all that
Life changed alot, yet

I remembered that you forgot
I don’t really remember” you said and that’s all I got!


I planned it all
From big to small
  Dressed in best attire, polished my shoes
  All well planned, not a thing to lose

  Heart in control and Mind in place
  I was walking with a smile
No worries, no tensions
Not even for a while

  Next moment, I lay in a hospital bed
  “While you were walking with a smile, a vehicle hit you”, the doctor said
I enquired about the vehicle, in all my strife
Smiled and said the doctor ” The vehicle was numbered ‘Life‘ “.


Just when you think you are all set, that you are balanced, futuristic and have a well-planned Life,

Be careful–Just look behind,

……..That’s exactly when that well-planned Life HITS YOU……..

Unplan The Planned


In the middle of the dark
Awaiting sleep, I lay
Its dead dark but my eyes clearly see
And listen what darkness has to say

Outblown by thoughts
When everyone sleeps
I feel haunted and scared
As that particular thought peeps


Each night I lay meaningless in bed
Merciless thoughts consistently hit me
You’d see no marks on my body
But they do hit me, believe you me

What if I could be covered
In those two arms around me
That wouldn’t use me; keeping me pure
For providing me with support
They hide me in themselves
So thoughts couldn’t find me anymore

What if those arms, that smell
Are the only things I feel and see 
They help me asleep
And not sleep with me

The cycle still continues
I lay daily in bed, no one to caress
Trying to sleep
But indeed, Sleepless

L❤ve kNOT

No! I didn’t love you
I just got insanely stuck!
No! You weren’t my destiny
You were all of my bad luck!

If it wasn’t for the first time
I would never choose you.
Just badly mistaken and no crime
Today, I’m gone and let you loose too.

Unloved by you to this extent
I drank love after meeting him
You were just a rough way
That smoothly lead me to him
And now, I’m here to rather stay

Don’t ask me
Why am I untying the KNOT
Because he values and loves me
Or because you loved me NOT

[When we go Loveless; We find real Love!]

Love Me From A distance

Real pain put beautifully!
A poem can say so much. Great work from Nicole!



I am the kind of girl you love from a distance,
Because if you come close enough,
You will see the trails of tears down my cheeks,
The pain in my eyes,
And the hurt in my smile.

I am afraid to see the pity in your eyes,
Your gentle words to comfort me,
Your loving arms to hold me,
I want to hurt alone,
Me and only me.

Why won’t you love me from a distance?
Keep your heart away,
Because I just might hurt you,
I don’t think I have it anymore,
I don’t think I have love anymore.

I stand by my window and stare,
The cold dark night matches the rhythm of my heart,
My true self staring me back,
Damaged I feel and I pray silently,
That you love me from a distance.

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I fell off
Untill yesterday, strong and upright
I stood tall

              Today I fell to rise, I feel tall
              Hunting when did I become weak enough to fall

Somehow, failed to gauge
Was that Me..
Or, Is this I?
Battling to know how

              Somewhere I myself wanted to fall, Somehow. . . 

Somethings remain pure; Drops of Water!


Imperfect, shapeless, no colour
  You and I become droplets
I clearly see what you’re feeling
  Limpid, glassy we smile as we breakfree from faucets

Lets flow to places
  Then run down opposite slopes
Rushing down with aggression
  We meet with passion
And fuse into each other, with all the hopes

None from the world could tell
  Who was you, which drop was me
Now, from two droplets into one
  Let’s get secure about each other and live on!

Dreams of a Girl

Before I Die..!!

To that Guy,, Before I Die..
To that Guy,,
Before I Die..

I am oblivious of this fact
That I am breathing,
The moment I realise the act
I’m afraid, I’m close to dying.

For many things, I want to be certain
Wakes the dead, I want to cry
I want to laugh loudly
All this I wish, before I die

I want to meet that one someone,
Who thinks of me with the sun rise
Who knows what I won’t be able to say,
Whose love is true amongst all the wordly lies

I want to feel the breeze against my skin
See every nook and corner of the world with my eye
Holding that someone’s hand, I sit on the sand
All this, please Almighty, before I die

Simple be you, simply be me
Simply we live in the world of complexity
Create such a moment that makes me shy
Make me yours and be mine, before I die

Is there any such someone
If you are anywhere, please come in my way
Look at me, or atleast say a Hi
Just this much, before I die

Gimme that one moment,
Hold me close and tight
I dont feel the world around,
No matter what, but it would feel so right

Make me a world of surprises
Ring my doorbell at midnight
Play me guitar, take me out in the open
Let me loose but keep me in your sight

Don’t tell me I am beautiful,
Narrate what’s beautiful about me
Tell me why am I different for you,
Show me myself that I could never see

Can you stand with me
Let’s sit down!
Soundless, placid, and endless
Let’s gaze into the horizon.

Isn’t this new world beautiful
No plans, no complaints
Mornings, I sing a song to you
Evenings, it’s you who paints

By the time you arrive
I can be entangled,
Wanting to soar
My destiny would have failed to make me yours
But before I die,
I want to be sure you did come and stopped by

Talk to me, smile with me,
Brawl, chide me away, shout, then let’s be silent
Get depressed together and cheer up again like never
Laugh away on those moments with me and cry
All this, Yes all of this
I die. . .